Turning Over A New Leaf (O2A)

[Ashley Milano]

After the beatdown she got from Syren, Ashley got some medical attention and escorted back to her dressing room. She was not happy on what she just went through. And started remembering so much stuff that happened to her over the past few years here at TNB.

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What has happened to me? I came in as this Firey young talent that had to prove that someone that looked like her could make it? Was it the money? The Fame? The attention? What has drove me away from my roots so quick? I don't know. I just look at the lives I have touched and mostly ruined with my short stay. It can't be about the money can it?

I look at my life now through this broken mirror and feel the only thing that isn't right is me. I need someone to talk to. I really do because after I put the mess in the life of Angel I know he probably won't talk to me. Made him pretty much leave his fiance for me and then make him a spectacle on live tv. I go with the money and later beat up his fiance again and make her leave her wrestling in my hands. Not to mention turning my back on the fans that came out each week to support me. I can't go down that road anymore.

I did what I could so that I wouldn't be another pretty face that comes and shaking and promoting herself. And look what has happened? Got involved with an organization that did just that. Promoting themselves and it was good while it lasted but what did we gain? All I gained was another shot against the face from someone that I was like and for what? Not to mention what I put Shayne through. Man she must really hate me for doing what I did to her.

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She stops talking hoping that someone would come in because at this time she really needed someone to talk to.

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[Madi$on]

Madison happened to be walking past the room on her way to catering when she overheard Ashley talking to herself.
She debated coming in, and trying to rub it all in her face. But her conscience got the better of her.
Wit and insults weren't needed here...
...an ear to lend, and a shoulder to lean on was.

Hey Ash. I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but I kinda overheard what you were saying. If you need to talk, I've got the time.

[Ashley Milano]

Ashley lifts her head and her mascara was running all over the place and tears were flowing like a river. Eyes were blood shot from all the crying she was doing. She could hardly speak as she had to try to calm down. She couldn't believe that Madi$on would come as she felt her world was falling apart right in front of her eyes.

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You know I am not a bad person. I know everyone thinks I am but I really am not bad. Right now I hate myself for what I have done and what I was doing. And it took the actions of Syren to really open me up. And I don't mean just by my head getting busted open either. I mean my soul and my heart.

I know I have done some bad things. Not been supportive to the people that I came in for. I turned my back and did it for the money really. I feel deceived by doing what I did to these people Madi$on. I feel less of a woman. I feel I destroyed the lives of Angel and Trinity most of all. Pretty much put our relationship in front of the camera and stuck a knife in his back and led him out to the slaughter and watched how MMI just took care of him like a pack of wolves. Not to mention ending a career of Trinity's that I am sure she only did it because she was cornered.

Not to mention that I pretty much deceived Shayne and Shawn. Pretty much the same way and did it all for the money. I just know in my heart I am not that cruel undesiring woman that maybe most if not all feel about me. I am not this trashy home wrecker that maybe some think I am. I lost a good man and I know that now. I know I can't go back and make things right but maybe and just maybe I can take a step in a new direction. But right now my life is falling apart and I feel I done it to myself. I allowed someone like Christian Moneymaker to play puppet master with me and now I feel I am at his disposal.

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Ashley could stop thinking about all that she had done and starting feeling worse but maybe this was a release for her and something that she really needed.

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[Alex Winters]

Alex Winters was a guest of Lionheart's for the evening. To check out the surroundings and got lost to where he supposed to be. He had all the credentials to be in the building as security allowed him to pass through. He ventures down the hall where he hears some commotion going on. He stops to listen to what was being said. He hears that two women were talking and it seemed to him that one was pretty upset. He couldn't help but to feel compassion for the young lady as he shook his head thinking that she really needed some help.

He just stood there listening to the heartbreak that was her life and felt that he needed to go in there but in another way that was not what he was supposed to be doing. He was really supposed to be in the skybox to watch tonight's events with Lionheart. So he left thinking nothing about this lady's situation.

He kept on walking to try to find Lionheart through what was the biggest arena he has ever seen....

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