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Post by Trinity on May 30, 2011 13:08:38 GMT
Trinity sits in her hotel room as she watches the PPV with some of her closest friends. She knows the tour is coming to Japan where she is doing a modeling shoot. She knows that the one man that changed more than any other is wrestling and wonders if the fire for her is still there. Her friends see as she watches him on tv. She goes to get her a beverage and to get ready for her work in the morning.
Girls what do I do? He will be in the same city where we are doing our shoot and everyone in here knows how I feel for him. I feel betrayed in one hand but still love him in the other. I just want to be with him and know that I let another woman take him from me while I was trying to deal with another woman. I know this sounds weird but what do I do?
Her friends can't see her torn like this as they tell her to call him. Send a text or just call the guy. You know he may not answer you but at least you can't let it beat you up they say.
I can't text him. That is childish and a coward act to respond to someone like that. I just need to see him you know? I don't know if he still loves me or is torn between Ashley or Lauren still. I know this sounds crazy but I know the guy better than any other woman and know I hurt him with my actions when I betrayed our love for one another.
Her friends don't like seeing her like this so one of them goes to her purse and grabs the phone and hands it to her. Letting her know to call the guy. You put yourself through too much anguish the last 2 years. It is time you made peace with it if it is over between you two. At least you have that out of your heart and can move forward but can't unless you do this they say.
You are right. I got to call him.
Trinity breathes hard as she is nervous and really don't know what to say. She dials his number hoping he will answer her.
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Post by Angel Fyre on May 30, 2011 13:33:30 GMT
Angel is in his hotel room after the PPV wondering what went wrong. Knowing he had the match won multiple times but got out foxed and knows that it was a golden opportunity for him. Suddenly his phone rings with a number he thinks he remembers but can't tell really. Angel was in no good mindset to talk on the phone so lets it ring multiple times but before it goes to voice mail he answers the phone. [/center] Hello. [/center] [/color] He waits to see who is calling him as he can hear some background sound. [/center]
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Post by Trinity on May 30, 2011 13:48:35 GMT
Trinity can't believe he answered the phone and she is so nervous but her friends are there with her to surround her during this time. They encourage her to speak in the phone before he hangs up. She can't do it and she can hear him as he seems to be distressed and almost annoyed but before he can say anything else she begins to talk.
Please don't hang up. I know you know who this is by the sound of my voice. I just needed to call you to have peace in my life and closure if that this is. I can't see myself not doing something as I have waited two years to really talk to you about everything that has transpired over our relationship and the ending of it. I just can't sit back and watch you get hurt over and over again. I know that sounds pretty ironic coming from me but I want you to know I was hurt too.
I know being with you was a tough thing for me as being with me was a tough thing for you. I didn't like losing you to somewhat inferior women. I didn't like that at all. And as I sit here and analyze everything I know in my heart that I did hurt you and our relationship but that is something I can't go back in time and fix. If I could I would. But you know even yourself that you hurt me with Lauren and I had to leave. I feel Lauren feels you did things wrong and she left you for a life that she feels benefits her now more than ever. But what I can't get is the passion you had for Ashley? I mean she is beautiful no doubt as you are one that is around beautiful women but she is not me and no matter how much you try you know there is only one of me. I see it in your matches as you bring different women to kiss you before the match but baby there is only one woman in the whole world that can melt you and you are not the same guy that I met so many years ago here in Japan. And those women no matter how hard you try to find the most beautiful one for you on camera; they are not me.
Basically Angel what I am trying to tell you is that I love you and I am here in Japan doing a photo shoot. I know we hurt one another but I just had to call you to tell you that my love for you is real. I didn't have to call you or anything. But these last two years was tough for me and I know I could of called you after the split with you and Ashley but that would be cruel of me. I just need you to tell me the truth. I need you to tell me if you love me or if this is just closure between the both of us?
Trinity stops as she wonders if Angel can feel her love for him or if this is finally it. If this is finally the closure that she needed or the chance to rekindle what is still in her heart. Her friends are beside her grasping their hands waiting to hear what Angel is gonna say and just hoping their friend has made the right decision.
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Post by Angel Fyre on May 30, 2011 14:09:58 GMT
Angel realizes really fast who she is and just sits listening to her. He knows that alot that she spoke was the truth. He knows that this was something that he needed to address even though maybe not at the right time. Trin finishes up and he waits for about 5 seconds to really gather his thoughts about the situaiton. [/center] You know Trin you did hurt me. I am not gong to say that I didn't do some terrible things to you. I know I did and basically it is what it is you know. I mean being me is very hard. I can't lie that there have been women in my life that I have enjoyed being with. I guess it is the fast lifestyle that comes with being a movie star slash wrestler. All in all it maybe something that I used to keep me from the reality of life.
I was hurt in the relationship as well. You used another man to get under my skin and I know I used another woman for the same thing. Perhaps what I did to you was worse because it began with me but what you did was to get back at me. Like a woman scorn is never a good thing for a man. A lesson that I learned but looking back at it now it was probably something I deserved. I can't go back either because I know I hurt you with Lauren. I know that she was someone that I loved and had great feelings for. But you were my first love there is no mistaking that one. And in a way you will have things that no woman will ever have and a piece of my heart probably lingers in you as perhaps a piece of yours in me.
I do miss some things and in some ways maybe I did try to put women in my life to fill the void of you Trin. Lauren was great and Ashley was great. I can't lie and say it was not alot of good times for me. But you are right about one thing there is only one of you. There is only one Trin. I will probably always have a love for you Trin. I love you to this day because of the time we had. Longer than any other and more secrets and more growth.
I am glad you did call because I have wondered about you and it seems you are doing well in your life. You got your career in modeling as you are doing a photo shoot. I have yet to see any of your work and I am sorry for not knowing more about you. I guess after our split I figured we would have our own lives and feel that each of us had a part in the others life for the better and not so much the worse. [/center][/color] Angel pauses as he knows that he still loves Trin but doesn't really want to let on so much because of how their relationship got torn apart. [/center] I don't want to spill my heart out to you Trin because I know how devious you were and don't want you to manipulate me into doing some things. Do I still love you? I am not sure at this moment. I do care about you that is for sure. Maybe seeing you would change that for me. I know sometimes the words of someone can't express the visual. I don't want to promise you something that I can't deliver. But if you are in Japan and want to have lunch then we can talk and either have the closure you spoke of or at least have a friendly meal. Maybe become friends and who knows maybe I do love you? [/center][/color] Angel just didn't want to lead Trin at this time as he was unsure of Trin's purpose or what she really wants. [/center]
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Post by Trinity on May 30, 2011 14:20:13 GMT
Trinity is going through a roller coaster now. Does he love me or not? She was so hoping for more out of him. She was hoping that he would at least tell her he loved her. But she did hear about a meeting or lunch. That is a start in her eyes. Her friends are encouraging her to have the lunch. Don't walk away from this they tell her.
I know that things were rocky in our relationship at the end. I feel we were great together. I do understand your caution in what I am telling you but it is the truth. I do want to see you Angel. Even if it is for lunch and maybe no more than that. Maybe no more than closure if that is what you really want. Maybe no more than friends if that can really be what we have become.
I tell you what you got my number now. You get you some rest and if you really want to see me then I am doing a photo shoot about 2 miles from the arena you guys are going to be at tomorrow. You come by and we can have lunch. I will tell security who you are but they already know. I know your show don't start till 8pm but if you are serious about lunch then you will be here no later than 1pm. And if you don't come then I figure you really are just blowing me off and that can be closure for us. At least I tried as I do love you.
Well Angel I won't keep you up no more. I know you are tired. I will see you tomorrow.
Trinity hangs up the phone as the women are jumping up and down hoping things work out. Trinity still doesn't know for sure but her friends are telling her that it will be something great. No matter what happens at least now Trinity finally has peace in her life.
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